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I will forever grieve the life we never got to live. I miss you so much, baba. #fyp

imy, my forever baby. #fyp

it’s been a year since you passed, my love, and a year ago today, a part of me died with you.🙁 #fyp

I miss how excited you used to get whenever you came to pick me up. especially that smile you gave me when you saw me, baba. #fyp

I've yearned for you longer than I ever had you, and I've carried the grief of what we had for much longer. #fyp

I used to know the feeling of being genuinely inlove. #fyp

grief is excruciating. #fyp

I miss how safe I felt and how deeply you cared for me, baba. #fyp

can’t wait to see you up there, my love. #fyp

I miss you in ways I can't explain, like l'm grieving a part of myself that l'll never get back. every step feels heavier, every breath feels harder. You're everywhere I look-in the silence, in the memories, in the places I can't bring myself to visit anymore. You're gone, but it feels like you never really left, and it's suffocating. I miss the way you made the world feel softer, how you gave meaning to the smallest moments. I miss how I could be myself with you, completely and without fear. You lit up the darkest corners of my life just by being in it, and now all I see is shadow. Maybe in another life, we'd have found our way. Maybe in another life, you'd still be here, and I wouldn't be drowning in the ache of missing you. Maybe in another life, we'd have the future we dreamed of--the one I can't stop holding onto even though I know it's gone. It's not just the memories that haunt me--it's knowing that's all I have left of you and that thought is the heaviest of all. You will always be loved and in the back of everyones mind. we all wish you were down here celebrating your birthday with us instead of us sending it up to you, baby! 🙁🤍 #fyp

Losing you has been the single greatest pain of my life. You weren't just someone I loved, you were my best friend, my safe place and my reason to believe that life could be beautiful. With you, every moment felt alive, like the world had meaning in ways I never knew before. But now, everything feels hollow, like a part of me is missing that l'll never get back. I still don't understand how something so pure, so real, could slip through my fingers. I think about you constantly. The way you smiled, the sound of your laugh, the way your presence could silence every doubt in my mind. You made me feel seen, understood, and loved in a way l'd never known before. No matter how much time passes, no matter how far apart we are, a part of me will always belong to you. I don't know if it's selfish to say this, but I will always love you. You will always be my greatest love, my deepest loss, and the part of me l'll never truly let go of. I'll carry the memory of us for the rest of my life, happy valentine’s day baba! ❤️‍🩹

you are always on my mind and forever in my heart, my angel.

It’s been 3 months, jade. I still think about you everyday. I think about all the things you will never get to experience and I just wish you were here standing right next to me so I could tell you how much I need you and how hard everyday has been without you. you should be here, jade. we should be spending the christmas together, as we planned. merry christmas in heaven, beb. I hope you and lolo have a wonderful christmas up there. I miss you everyday ❤️‍🩹🕊️

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bh peeps will forever miss you, best bud 🙁